As I sit here and wait for a client to show up for a photo shoot I ponder about blog posts. I wonder why I start posts and then abandon them after I get three quarters of the way through creating them.
At first I thought it was because I really didn't have that much to say. But if you know me at all you probably think that is not the case. I always have too much to say about just about everything. Apologies to all, for that.
The second thing I thought of and what I believe the problem is is this.
I have self doubt.
No matter if the subject I am writing about is something I am an expert in, or not I always think myself out of posting. There are many reasons for this. I will list just a few of the forts 200 I could think of:
- I can't spell
- I am no good at writing
- I can't write fast enough for my train of thought
All in all I feel awkward about the things that I want to share because I feel awkward about my ability to properly use the English language. But no matter. I have lately felt compelled to share more and if I wish to do that I need to get past the things that are my excuses. So I will.